honestly right now trying to type this out just so i can ask for help on my bills, i just feel like a massive screw up......im will, im a goofy fun loving immature but loveable easily angered, husband, father, pet daddy and gamer, im struggling because of my weak will power and poor choices and i found this site on facebook today saying i could ask for help....im sorry i know there are people that need it and deserve it more than me but i have no one else i can ask... i also understand and accept if noone helps me..... im supposed to be able to do it on my own...... im sorry