I'm a struggling, retired, widowed senior citizen. I was forced to retire at age 64 after my husband and son passed away unexpectedly. I've been struggling for 6 years and praying it will end soon. This isn't how I envisioned living my last years of my life. This kind of living is miserable. The worst I've ever lived and I am alone with no family or friends. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!! ? ?