Self sustainable funding request

Hallo Group I am a technical multi skilled person and are self-stainable. The word Open society received my attention and prompted me to join this group. I am in a situation where i am stuck and cannot get out. Month in and month out I struggle to raise my own funds to no avail and no progress. I have energy bill of 300 per month. I installed used solar equipment already but i need to get 10 used solar panels to generate an additional income by reducing the energy bill by 300 per month. My request is that if a person or a group will be willing to see my way of accumulating a problem into an income and willing to assist i would be very thankful. There is a time in live were you have a lot of thing but actually you have nothing. Meaning you can have a house a car but no cash and you still have nothing. On my own with my small income, I will not be able to progress in the next 6 months. The 300 will per month will assist in having more food and get out of my current blocked situation per month. I do have a PayPal account Gideonn123@gmail.com
I thank everybody reading my story
Gideon Nieuwoudt